Remember the War

[Verse 1] I wonder if he ever thinks of me The way I think of him Does he see my face in quiet moments Do I matter like I did back then [Verse 2] I wonder if he feels the phantom weight Of words we didn’t say Does he feel the pull of what we lost When he’s pushing me away [Pre-Chorus] Living life in the safe zone Never reaching past the known [Chorus] Does he dream in color, or is it all gray Does he feel alive, or keep hurt at bay I burned through my edges, searching for more But I wonder if he remembers the war [Verse 3] I wonder if he hears my name out loud Does it sting like it does for me Do memories come at him like waves Or stay buried somewhere, lost at sea [Pre-Chorus] Living life in the safe zone But I can't stay where there's no glow [Chorus] Does he dream in color, or is it all gray Does he feel alive, or keep hurt at bay I burned through my edges, searching for more But I wonder if he remembers the war [Bridge] I don’t want to haunt him, but I can’t let go I’m tangled in the silence he’ll never show Is it freedom, or just running scared I’m still anchored here, does he even care [Final Chorus] Does he dream in color, or is it all gray Does he breathe in fire, or hide it away I burned through my edges, searching for more But I wonder if he remembers the war [Outro] I wonder if he ever thinks of me The way I think of him